I thank you ever so much for your love and compassion to my dearest T-. I was and still am totally blown away by your communication with her.  I had no idea how deep it all is.  I laid awake all last night in a craze over the rollercoaster of emotions that poured out of me in reading each and every word earlier that day and in now knowing the outcome of  the decisions that I made in T-'s life.